Living for Love and Dying for Loyalty by Mz. Lady P

Author:Mz. Lady P
Language: eng
Format: mobi, azw3
Publisher: Black Starr Productions
Published: 2014-02-25T05:00:00+00:00

Chapter 19 - Rahmeek

It’s been two months since Hassan has been in a coma. He has gotten worse since the shooting. The doctors told me that I should prepare myself for the worse. Part of me knows that he can hear me so I will never give up on him. We have been the best of friends since we were young.

We have been in and out of group homes since we were nine and seven. Our mother couldn’t take care of us so she dropped us off at the police station. We never saw her again after that. I used to wonder if she thought of us during the holidays or on our birthdays. Our grandmother raised us until the day she died. She did the best she could do with what little she had. I regret giving her hell because there is no telling where we would be if it wasn’t for her. She passed away while I was locked up. It hurts me to my heart that I never apologized for the shit I put her through.

My mind is in overdrive because I truly don’t know what I am going to do if he dies. Hassan is all I have left in this world. They might as well bury me with him because I won’t be able to take it. Niyah has been here every day; talking to him, massaging him, bathing him, and keeping his dreads maintained. I can tell she truly loves him. Not all women can be as loyal like she has to a nigga who could check out any day.

I haven’t seen or heard from Aja since the night of the shooting. I think of her constantly. It broke my heart to treat my baby girl like that. I can’t believe I hit her. I’m not with that domestic violence shit. I was shocked to find out that she’s carrying my seed. I acted like an asshole towards her, but I was going through some shit. I know that’s my baby. We never used protection. I’ve been at the hospital around the clock. Niyah and I have been alternating schedules. She thinks I don’t know that Aja comes up here, but I check the visitor log every day. I can’t trip though. They were cool before I even came into the picture.

“What’s up, Rah? How is my baby doing today?” Niyah asked.

“Same ol’... same ol’.”

“Rahmeek, why don’t you go home and get some sleep? I will stay with him tonight. I promise I will call you if anything changes.”

“I can’t let you do that Niyah. It’s my night to stay.”

“Go ahead. I insist. I miss him so much that I hate to leave his bedside.”

“Let me know if you need anything, Niyah.”

“Alright Rah. Be safe. Call me when you make it in.”

With that, I left. I’m so fucking tired. I just want to go home and relax. I’m not gonna front. My house empty as hell without Aja being there. Finally, I made it home.

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